A little bit of info about me :)
- Name: Lexi
- Age: 17
- Height: 5’1”
- Relationship status: Single, but devoted.
- Birthday: October 5th
- Favorite color: Light pink or powder blue
- Favorite band: Taking Back Sunday
I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
Hi. I post a lot of stuff including, but not limited to:
- Hipster photography
- Bands (Mostly Taking Back Sunday)
- My favorite video games (Xenogears, Final Fantasy, Ace Attorney, Metal Gear Solid, The Sims, Harvest Moon, etc)
- Things relating to Japanese KAWAII DESUDESU shit
- Funny shit
- Depressing rants
- Funny rants
- Weird rants
- And basically anything else I like
If you like these things, by all means, follow. c: I’m a nice person, and I like to make friends. If you get annoyed by me, feel free to unfollow and go off with your merry selves alright? alright
It’s 5 AM cut me some slack
Why am I writing this at 5 AM
I think things have come to the point where I’ve done so much with my life that there’s just no coming back from it anymore.
I will long for different times of my life. So different, each time was different.
As the sun sets from my window, I can’t help but remember how beautiful everything was, even when it was all broken.
These are things that only I can understand.
These are things that you will scroll past, and forget about, and live without knowing about.
In a way, I envy you.
In a way, I pity you.
In a way, I pity myself.
In a way, I am thankful.
Because those experiences are mine and mine alone. No one will ever understand their full beauty aside from me. No matter how far away they may be, they will always have their place in my memories. It’s bittersweet. Something beautiful, wrapped in so much pain. Or maybe it’s pain wrapped in so much beauty. Whatever it is, I’d not have it any other way. I am glad that people came into my life and made it worthwhile. Even though I can never go back to those days, no matter how much it may hurt me, they will be mine until the end of time, knowing that even though things don’t last as we want them to, they were still there, at some point, and that’s got to count for something, right?
Maybe one day I will lose my mind. Right now I’ll lose myself in the sun’s goodbye.
I’m Lexi. Seventeen years old, currently an art student at the College of Saint Benilde. I burst into song a lot.
Music makes me happy. I like Taking Back Sunday, Owl City, and Short Stack the best. I play piano and guitar, but I never said I was good at it.
I don’t like a lot of things. I don’t like a lot of people, either. I wish I had the courage to tell people how much I hate them, but that’s just not me.
I’ve lost a lot of whatever spirit I remember having. I grew up somewhere along the way. Some part of me wishes I didn’t, but there are things you can’t change. There are people you can’t change, though they can change you. Things like this happen.
My name is Lexi
Sometimes I am a lot of things
Sometimes I am sad
Sometimes I like to party
Sometimes I think I am Elvis
Sometimes I think I am John Lennon
Sometimes I will give you up
But that’s okay because Rick Astley is never gonna give you up
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
And sometimes I am a sheep